March 2011
Miserable At Best
Katie [you know who you are], don’t cry, I know You’re trying your hardest And the hardest part is letting go Of the nights we shared Ocala is calling and you know it’s haunting But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so Let’s not pretend like you’re alone tonight (I know he’s...
Take This To Heart
Cause I’m a mess and you know that I can’t help it The drive home never seemed this long before We’re killing time just a little bit faster And I swear we’ll make it But I can’t tell you what I don’t know (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) The simple things, they make my heart go (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) But I can’t tell you what I...
soo yeah...
currently searching for a box to live in. job interview did not go well— didn’t realize i was so under-qualified, w/e. apparently I’m just going to be jobless for ever and i’ll just be homeless and live in a box.. cool -__-
listening to Nicki Minaj and working on my study guide.. waiting for this shit storm to pass. hopefully it’s soon! need a break from reality!
Big day tomorrow.. I’m freaking out a little. First I have to go talk to the people about me getting an apartment and if I’ll even be able to. Then tomorrow afternoon I have a job interview that I am really really worried about. For one I need this so bad. Two, I suck at interviews.. I always get super nervous, I have very low expectationw, and the scenario questions worry me. Thirdly,...
So far today has been pretty smooth running. As for the rest of the day, I have no idea. Tons of studying to do, tons of homework. I’m Der not as stressed as I was yesterday. Yesterday was just very overwhelming. I’ve college down now, stopped and breathed for a little back. Plus seeing my best friend helped out a lot too. I’m very motivated now though, so that’s good....
I do not understand why I even bother coming to this stupid ass class.. such a waste of my life… I could be all snug and warm in my bed but nooOOOO! Fml.
I Can Feel The Pressure...
Hayley Williams sings it best… “I can feel the pressure, it’s getting closer now… Now that I’m losing hope and there’s nothing else to show for all of the days that we spent carried away from home. Some things I’ll never know and I had to let them go. I’m sitting all alone feeling empty”
seriously, this is all happening way too fast. i never...
Truth is...
I honestly didn’t even expect you to reply, let alone expect more than what was said… surprisingly, I’m okay with that.
”!@#$ you and uh !@#$ [him] too”
Just another manic Monday
One out of three tests done.. I def did not study as much as I should have. Jeez. But w/e. I did alright.
So now here I sit. Chillin in the cafe waiting for lunch. It’s all good though, Muse is keeping me company :) hopefully the rest of my day goes well too!
You Oughta Know!
well that was interesting.. family came out today.. always.. uh i think stressful is the word. *rolls*eyes* but seriously, my family defines dysfunctional. i got $40 out of the whole thing though and got to see my cousins for a while so that was kind of cool. idk, certain people ruin it for me. whatever.
today made me realize how much i can not wait to get an apartment! this summer is about to be...
Wut a nite watta knight..
Wow.. expectations for this weekend were pretty low.. yesterday, they sunk even lower.. today, man it just went straight out the window. I honestly don’t think anyone could have predicted today unfortunate events.. jeez. But tonight is over. Ending it with Gone In 60 Seconds and about to crash. Family is coming to visit in the a.m. should be interesting.. to say the least. Hopefully all goes...
Listen
Saturdayyy!
Oh man. Saturday and i gotz a headache. Ugh. No good. Think I need some caffeine and I’m pretty sure I’m having withdrawals. Damn caffeine. Seriously, its probably the most auditing drug. Seriously, can you think of a day where you haven’t had some sort of caffeine?? I can’t anyway.
Soo while everyone is out partying and having a good time tonight, I will be buried deep...
well..
a few hours later and i am more than ready for bed.. what a day man… what a day! goodnight!
ughhh
awful night. ready to crawl into bed and just give it up.. but it too early for that shit!1 >=/
First Tumble
So i keep seeing Emily talk about this so I thought I’d give it a try. seems pretty sweet so far. This is actually what I miss about Xanga, the whole blogging thing. This seems sweeter than that though.
How’s my Friday so far? Well I slept until about one lol no class so i said what the hell! now I’m just chillin. Tonight I’m hittin up the grocery store and then off to...
getting in a kick of three days grace! love them...
“so whisper softly, and don’t forget to tell me how you feel in five words...”
